Tuesday, August 23, 2016

kati patang

my god such s movie mind blowing it was .and what a meaning full name the movie has.it just made me speechless.
   and what to say about acting yar it is at its best .rajesh khanna was awssom yet so down to earth.devinity exist man really .when i see old films i just feel cheap about the present actors and celebrities .
    asha parekh actress she is so beautifull then also no overacting no show offs i just dont have words to praise this team.
     in that movie the old man dies because of poisening ,he just simply dies only because the maid allowed villain into her life thats seems silly mistakes by a silly person yet leads to so big result .who should me made responsible for all these things yar i dont understand
   today i c believe that ghost exist and even god too the only thing that makes me think god does not exist is because of so many injustice happening in the world to innocents ,so many people die without thier mistakes ,floods happen and lives go and other lives suffer,innocent people get suppressed who will be made responsible for it.ya people may give reason as because of sins made in last birth but what is the proof for it ....
       i feel myself in a coward position yar because so many things happening around and i m not doing anything good for people .im not in a action mode it kills me,even my job doesnot help people much i can help them with only my salary but not by my power,
    and of course people wont listen to you without any big reason just like this bloody my sbr mate huh.i feel like i dont have any frnd to whom i can say i trust her or i can say she is of my maturity or equal to my understanding no  one .yep people say all fingers can not be same,
    people are dumb.98% are dumb .if not dumb then im the among those two % who does not entertain the dumb ones .the only one dumb that have been giving my time and  entertaining is my sbr mate thats it .today i decided not to advise her she just give some annoying replies to the adviser and she is completely dumb like her family.
   mostly the world itself is like that not acting wise or else the only surounding i have been might be like that otherwise you can see most of the people enjoy their surrounding ,you will find very less people complaining about thier surounding.
    

people or my problem

i have one roomate she just sucks ...i dont know why i so much difficutly in bearing her ..i  just dont want to see her around it just irritates me more tanything else..not only she i feel irrritated by most of the people even they dont do or say anything but i feel irritated anooyed by the presence of few kind of people.im not getting whether it is there fault or mine i just not able to figure it out.this girl has job equal to clerk but she behaves as if she has some great offficer job i just wqant to slap on herfice many times ..she does not even talk nicely to her customer not even old people man ..and dont ask me about her attitude o god it just more then enough to get her killed by me i dont know why i hate her..when she gives something to eat i just feel like pleasedont favor us like this but i cant say no yar i dont have a habit pof saying people no if they give me something to eat whether bad things or tastier i just through it if i dont like but in whole i dont feel like saying no to them .she talks nice whenever need arise but then all bitterness for her get vanishes i dont understand this behaviour of me.

    why people cant have a smile on their face is it because they dont bear a beautiful face ..sometimes i feel like she doesnot know how to show manners only because she grown in a village and her attitude is so because she grown in such a surounding where people feel one any government job is not less then a DC post f*** so thats made her attitude ghamandi...and also sometimes i feel like let her nbe like how she want why i should bother.but she sucks i dont know what she just want to show people ohh you just suck you bitch..

    this is not the first time i hate this much there were many gals i hated like this yep..even in delhi when i stayed with three other gals lol i hated all those three but made one my frnd and openly had arguments with other two.they were all good at heart but still i never came to know what made me to get irrritated or annoyed by them. ya sometime i feel like i get jealous with some people and because of that i might be feeling hatred for them.
      i dont want to see people around me specially when somebody is like these gals .i just want to boycott them completely.
     

             

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Maqbool

       wonderfull actor, i have seen him immersing completely himself in the role ,whatever the role is always i have seen hin with best for that role ,he doesnt try to be best at his talent instead he always been at best for that role .the whole we can say that he is acting but  ,i feel he always live his role, not acting yes .the movie maqbool oh my god such a intense story,but after seeing this movie i felt llike who can be made responsible for the things happened or things come in some heart and made it to happen.,
      arjun kapoor in that movie was a undeclared villain and amitab bachan was the one innocent hero who is very sensitive who alwyas lived imaginary world and will become a part of the tragedy happened because of the greed of arjun kapoor.very sad to see arjun kapoor in a negative role

Saturday, August 13, 2016

jhon abraham

my fevrite hero heeee just love the way he loughs,just love his eye his simplycity well dont have much to say but i just love him.

Monday, August 8, 2016

Happened for good

my friend story in her words-

yes i have something to say ,i met one person on shadi .com  it was just like love at first sight but here it was his photo in civil dress, i  got attracted to his stetcher of his body then fell in love with his silence then fell in love with his limited replies but  my conscience mind says the reason behind  i had fell for him  was that i couldnt get importance from him this made me think about him, this was unknown fact to me that time but i just started missing him without reason i enjoyed remembering him thinking many things that could happen if he was with me and i really enjoyed it, i was completely lost in him,but it just made me fall in love with him  .may be i dont feel like it was love may be lust but not completely,but i enjoyed each second of our conversation and also the time i spent remembering him. still i do and many times i feel like if i get a better person i can completely forget him yep this is true in every love this can  happen and in fact  sometiomes i forget him and within two weeks i have come over him .our conversation was completely a kind of newly married couple which was really a beautiful part .
   he just shown me that good man do exist still :) he was not like me but generous like me :) i was  blessed with more liberal mind then him.he was bothered about soceity more and for me its like society lol does it even exist?/


      ya he was with the success and i was still seeking it, so i felt it is easy to join a success rather to earn ,so this reason somewhere made me think of marrying him unknowingly .he asked me to marry him i was so happy that time, i just danced like mad i felt so nice i cantt explain in  words .i said him to decide after a meet he said okay .we had so much talks i remeber them all the time with a irreresistable smile on my face .to be frank sometimes we have to enjoy things instead thinking it right or wrong judging it by brain or thinking where it can lead us,because whatever happened in this love was completely what i wanted that also unknowingly yes thing happened was the wish of my soul my principles  not my idiot mind
     he wanted kids lots of kids but i never wished in my whole life to be a mother i just hate kidsi never take them in my arms i just smile to them or tease them i cant pamper yar.ya i want to pamper my love if i get in future not the one i felt like it was love.
    he shown me what relationship is how it is to be a someone's love he made me feel like special but not really .
    even he wanted me to stay sometime in his mother home which i hated,i just wanted to cut over every workload of me on my family just by marrying him so i just always discouraged his talks about being close to my family he took it wrongly lol yep i know im currect and not only correct i was awssom at my dicisions if people cant understand it if they cant see it through my vision then its not my fault infact its shows thier level of understandiung they just cant think beyond the borders set by the society.but within few days he completely understood me.
     i just feel lucky for my liberal thinkings it makes me feel like a free bird thanks to my guruji and my family.now i feel like if i get my love then i just really can shover a love which is beyond infinity.now only beauty does not attract me but it is necessary i feel because i saw his photo few days back he was not the same i loved ,he was not meeting my requirements if had in contact with him i just would have scolded him for letting his cheeks bulge lol ,sounds like stupid but the fact is this only, physical appearance do make differences .

  if i had married him i could not have passed PSI exam and many future plans would have lost in a some marriage house and pregnancy f***.
other side of this story was that if you are in love then you wont be in peace ya you may feel like in peace but only till he or she is on phone with you or more then that .but everybody knows that love needs  a feeling of secureness every second .so i think staying sinlge really makes you feel like free bird lets your mind get deep sleeep without any worries .whether bad or good feelings it just simply makes keeps disturbed and busy .love just makes your world small revolving only around lover unless it is a great love otherwise we have examples where love made mirracles .
  so the search is on i just ask myself where i smy love does he even exist does my destiny has him or something other thing is there where i have recognize pray for me :)







Helplessness



        the movie SUR was the one which made me to think on the topic jealous,yes jealousy which ruins the goodness in a man .
               jealousy is a common feeling everyone gets but most of  people just cant face this so they start facing themselves instead of facing the truth thats where man start fighting with the own self and  mis interprit this and start opposing the person from whom he was getting jealous beacause he feels like he is the reason behind his insecureness though he does not accept that he is feeling insecure because accepting that may make him feel like looser. this is just a one face of jealous.
             the origin of jealousy comes when third party start taking part when someone feels like they can be replaced by this third party well to be secure in this world is very important for being in peace.yes the first thing that jealous will engulf is peace
            well jealousy will continue to come in all lives .all beings will have to come across this becouse everything is mortal in this universe so new things do come and have to replace the old ,this is how world stay younger always,everyone has chance to come on stage and prform and feel the zeel.people should not feel it like defending them but instead they should just let it happen and find the reason to enjoy it or else fight this with inventing themselves as the need is ontherwise find the ways to come over it and lead the life again with the unique style which can make them relive the life again with the new view  new style instead of grieving in that jealous feeling .



     


let feelings come and go but dont try to harm yourself by anything like scolding others keeping your mood down or like absconding evryone or harming the one which lead to feel jealous  .keeping an outlet door for jealousy can make you feel like air breezing in the world or some world you never imazined  yep trust me just see it observe it and let it not ruin you or bring bittrness in you :).


  in fact according to my opinion one should not live for this society,should live for themselves start comparing with yourself  ,you will become best within no time .society makes people become greed it just make people to build a  competetion ..it guides people interest which i just hate ,let your mind flow like bird enjoying the fly.
        competetion is what something which killls creativty in person who start following famous paths instead following their heart or brain ..ya but many have faced it with a bang who were confident of themselves who grown up and thought on their own ways    .so people should live with happiness let the feeling flow like river and should not stop it if  some hindrance come like jealous .